Its been a while... Since the last smile...

Good morning friends... I'm now writing live from school, at like, 7 in the morning, on a Saturday... And yet I'm still smiling :)

I haven't felt this happy in a long time. Its like a dike has bursted, allowing the stream to flow again... A small stream perhaps... But its like a welcome rain after a long drought... Refreshing, and invigorating.

I was just looking through the photos of some friends online via Friendster. People old, and dear, and perhaps just a tad out of touch (my bad), and I see how their lives have moved on in so may directions, to so many different parts of the world, or to many different aspects or levels of society when a sensation of happiness came into me.

I am just feeling so happy for them, these friends, people who walked the same path as I for a time... Looking at them, living their dreams, wandering through the journey of life made me realise that this current episode likewise, is just a chapter in my life. A tad unpleasant perhaps, but definitely a memory to savour when over. Something to drink and laugh over a glass of wine with dear friends. It is something that will pass when I move on, perhaps to greener pastures, or perhaps towards new horizons.

I am happy now. And I am looking towards the far horizon in anticipation. Cherishing fresh hopes, not nursing old fears.