V-Day

Its that time of the year again.

You know? That time? When florists are smiling, and the guys are blushing... The gals would be waiting in anticipation or splashing on various goodies for looking good, tempers flare over the phone lines about last min reservations, while singles...

Is it so bad being single?

Sometimes, I really do wonder. The girls I am attracted too are all too often attached, or simply without chemistry. The ones whom likes me, I am not interested in.

I often tell myself that my work should come first. That I have time... That it is not fair if I commit myself, only to hurt her because my kids need me more than she does. Am I lying to myself? Is it fear of reaching, the terror that I might fail, or a lack of self worth stopping me from getting what I want?

Love is a curious thing... It strikes when you least expects it... But I've let slip one, and forsaken another ever since my last relationship... Isn't it time I find someone, anyone already?

I was watching 'I do I do' with a buddy of mine. Its a cliche. That the someone you are looking for is already by your side, do not be too choosy, settle for someone who loves you, not someone you love... Is it true?

Sigh... I am rambling again... Time to sleep...