Turn Left Turn Right

Its times like this which makes you wonder... If the person that passed you by the one true love of your life...

If only you've met them at the right place...

The right Moment...

The right Time...

That the moment was right... But the person is not the type you are looking for...

Or you are just too late...

A Dance of Words

C: "It is a beautiful night."

K: "Only because of you."

C: "..."

K: "If life is measured by the moments we live, I have never felt as alive as when I am with you. Would you take my hand?"

C: *quietly assents*

K: *clutches it to his heart*
" Can you feel my heart beating? I have never ever truly felt at peace, unless I am in your company. You are the salve to my wounded soul... "

C: "Haha... Its not funny..."

K: " Is it? I am deadly serious. Can you not feel it? With your hand in mine, we are one. Feel my heartbeat and say that I am lying. You know that it is true, for I cannot be untrue."

C: " ..."

K: "Never in my life have I felt so contented and peaceful. You are the difference. I cannot stop thinking about you ever since I've met you. Yours is the first face that I see when I open my eyes and the last as I close my eyes to sleep. In work and in play, over meals.... I think of you so often that it is driving me... To distraction."

C: "Surely you are not serious...?"

K: "As sure as I know that the sun will rise from the east and set in the west... That fishes swim and birds fly... I have never opened my heart so throughly to any woman before. You are the only woman I have ever envsioned marrying..."

K: "I want to marry you. To hold you, and protect you... And take care of you til the end of our days... To hold hands as we walk along the beach, even as our hair turns silver and we grow old... I love you... Would you be mine?"




Somehow... It turn out differently from how I envisioned it in my mind...

Right

What does it mean?

One word, many meanings... Different depths, many perspectives, multiple levels...

Do I be true to myself? Or am I simply being selfish?

Does happiness means watching someone's joy and laughter, or being the one to share them?

Am I just being stubborn? Optimistic? Stupid? Or a dreamer, pursuing his dreams?

Can I trust myself. Am I being emotional? Being swept up by the moment... Or is my gut instincts right? That this is the one. That it will be the regret of my life if I fail to try?

When is something ever 'right'? When you feel that it is so? When others tell you it is so? When your friends tell you it is so? When your teachers, siblings, parents tell you so? Or when the Government says so? Do I have the right? Is this right? Do I possess the right to deprive others of happiness? Or to win happiness for myself?

Still on Cloud 9 "D

Godz...

I woke up this morning thinking about her. I went to work thinking about her. I went to the hairdresser thinking about her. I had lunch thinking about her. I attended the school function thinking about her.

Someone is going to punch that shit-faced grin off my face soon...

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This is incredible. I mean...

Great... At a loss for words again.

Where do I begin? Sigh...

hall I begin by saying how beautiful she was? Time stopped for me the entire night. Every breath I take, every step I walked, each sound I hear... I feel so alive with her by my side. Its like I have been moving through a dream, toiling... And she's the sunshine, the catalyst that brought me to life. I can just go on and on...

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Have you ever felt so at peace with the world. So comfortable with someone that you feel that you can trust him/her with anything and everything and never fear. Thats the feeling I had.

It doesn't matter what we talk about at all. Views are shared, opinions are listened to. Its like a sentence barely needs to be finished for each side to unedrstand the crux of the matter. And underneath it all, there is this energy, this attraction.



Man.... Really really gotta wipe this shit-faced grin off my face soon... Before my friends are all pissed...

Could it be... Magic?

Tonight has truly been one of the most magical... Incredible.... Amazing... Ever...

It was just a casual date, but an evening that started so simply hid so many promises...

I do not know what to say. Words alone will fail me, simply because there is not enough words to express my true heartfelt feelings. The emotions swirling within inside... So totally consumes me...

She is so gorgeous... Like an angel... So soft, and gentle... Caring... Considerate... And the chemistry was incredible...

I never had so little for dinner, yet the sight of her... The conversation... The stimulation of the intellect and my senses alone are sufficient to satiate me...

The aimless walk around Orchard... The long slow journey on foot to the Esplanade... The breeze... The smell of salt along the rocks... The night, the stars....

I have never felt more alive... Its been years since I last felt this way. Looking into her eyes... The sound of her voice, her laugh, her smile... The sweet scent of her skin... It was all so incredible... I wanted the night to never end...

I want to hold her tight... To shield her from the cruelties of the world... I want to be there when she needs a shoulder to cry on... To kiss away her tears... To hold her when she's tired... To share my joy... Laughter... And experience life's journey together... Living each new experience... To rediscover the wonders of life, and to see and live through her eyes...

I am going crazy... Its been barely 2 hours since I sent her home... Watching as she climbed the stairs and I wanted to see her again...





Is this love?